unlikely to fall in love

ohh I need to find you
to hold me tighter
hold me longer
each and everyday
so please don't let me go
i can't stand alone
with no one to see me
no one to care
no one to listen
as though i am living in the shadow
the shadow between the love 
between the roads
i'd rather choose to lie 
ohh i am unlikely to fall in love
as the clouds drown me sorrow
i beg the rainbow to shine me up
so i could tell the world
i am alive

i am alive
i am in love...

aA+BbB has huge impact on me. I am drowning in love with it, especially the guy. my guy. my Benji. ngee....
for those who really have no idea what on earth i am talkin' about, well, go google for a book entitled aA+bB by Hlovate. i am unlikely to fall in love. scarrily, with a not-exist guy. damn. hahaha... i sound desperate am i? naaaaa... me ain't the girl who fall in love so quickly. up till today, fallin' in love with a guy? never happen. not yet. couple? thank God, no. serious relationship? same answer (cause it's freakin' same Q nway). my friends asked me, 
"Ain't you feel lonely?"

"Have you ever been in love?"
"Why are you still single?"
"Have you ever dream to have a partner?"
"You're a big liar, ain't you?"
what did I say to those educated Qs?? nada..just smile. only smile.c'mon. 20 years old is too young for me to mess up my head with stupid mushy dunno-ever-lasting-relationship stuff. i watched my friends. the good thing is their partners buy 'em top up so that really saves some penny I'd say. well maxis' goddamn expensive. yeah2 celcom is a lot cheaper.. but that's it. that's just the good thing. the ONLY good thing.
bad stuff??haaa...


1)24/7 with handphones, fingers applying fingers-yoga lesson on keypad.
2)whenever they have fights, they turn to these ugly-moody-cloudy creatures. watha headache!
3)most of their time- ONLY for calling+text messaging+calling+text messaging+calling........+++ duh, when it's goin' to end, ever?
4)gotta memorize the partners birthdays n birthdates, handphone no, email, address, hobbies, habits, and all those no-need-to-memorize things. ain't that silly? I'd rather memorize biology campbell.
5)lack of sleep 'cause every night the partner will keep them awake.
6)lose focus.always thinkin' 'bout the partner-so-call.wrhatever
7)hypocrite. they tend to be the most perfect human being, to let their partners know how good,innocent,sweet, nice persons they are. naaa, that's not love dear.. that's a true lie.

i could come out with dozens of list on the cons of couple/serious relationship (not marriage) at the age of 20s and below.so... re-think guys. re-think... make a list. pros and cons. i love to list the pros n cons. it helps to balance your mind, attitude and thinkin'. it teaches you to be mature and to help you think LOGICALLY.not EMOTIONALLY.









come on..let's sing the song.

ohh I need to find you

to hold me tighter

hold me longer

each and everyday

so please don't let me go

i can't stand alone

with no one to see me

no one to care

no one to listen

as though i am living in the shadow

the shadow between the love 

between the roads

i'd rather choose to lie 

ohh i am unlikely to fall in love

as the clouds drown me sorrow

i beg the rainbow to shine me up

so i could tell the world

i am alive

i am alive

i am in love...